An email to warn, notify

People send out emails to warn, notify

how many people really care to read,

or maybe to share it after reading?

I just received a email with the title

尤其是SETAPAK/WANGSA MAJU的女性，请留意这位男生...(將這封信傳給每個你認識的女性‏)

If u can't understand, let me translate it.

"Especially for girls in Setapak, please be cautious of this guy.

please forward to every girls that you know."

How manay people will forward it,

or even read it...?

I read it, but i don't think i'll forward it.

I think that its better to blog it. LOL

kidding. I just want to talk about it a bit.

In that email,

i believe that its a victim or a friend of the victim who sent it,

and he/she is a chinese.

Because the way he/she translate it to english.

or the way he/she compose in english.

I kind of pity this pregnant girl or these ladies

but not at all though.

I'm a girl too, not yet a woman.

so, its not that i'm at the guy side point of view. lol.

it mentioned that "this guy treated his girlfriends badly.

he never care for his girlfriend's feeling. He always hit

on other girl while he's in a relationship with girl A/ girl B.

He changes his girl friends all the time.

He even made a girl pregnant and move out.

He basically never thought of taking responsible,

and (i wonder did he) kinda make the girl to have abortion.

what a shitty guy, damn guy, cheap guy"

Okay, this is what i want to say.

1. firstly, it is important that you should be able to

know his personality, characteristic. and if you find that he's

no good as a partner, u know what should be done, must be done.

(please, which mean u need to have thoughts,

able to think. *and of course i wonder

how old are those victims. can't they think....?)

2. secondly, romance is not everything in a relationship and love. lol.

at least i don't think its everything.

and i believe that logic is important too.

sometimes, we must think before we act.

(honestly, i never fall in love, i believe i haven't,

that's why i'm able to talk like... oh please, be logical.

many told me that love can't be logical.

*ish, i've no idea, i prefer crystal clear mind

in making relationship and making decision,

especially my life decision. =3)

1 of the reasons why i said we must be logical,

and think... please refer to point 1 again...

what should be done, must be done.

do the right thing.

think, if its inappropriate,

then, u should not and must not go for it~

think, if its not the time yet,

think, if u ever wonder,

think, of the consequences,

if u can let urself to think for moment,

you might have put the moment behind already.

i believe by the time u finish thinking,

you might already have a clear mind,

and know what to do, and please, do it for your own sake.

again, logical, and think.

(in that email, it mentioned, "really no heart, no brain"

if u ever ask me, *might be offensive, but i apologize here*

i'll have to say that "no heart, no brain"

sounded more suitable to apply on the girl.

3. lastly, sorry to say so,

"girl, u make it happened! didn't u...?!"

and believe that the one who sent out that email

felt that the girl is a real idiot,

as mentioned in the mail,

however he/she still decided to helps her to notify the community.

what can i say......?

willingly, u invited and accepted the deal,

so... hey hey... didn't u have fun during the deal...?

or the agreement didn't actually mentioned that

a baby will actually followed by the deal of the fun...?

should it be an abortion....?

again... think...

if yes, abortion it is.

if no, do the right thing,

what should be done, must be done,

what shouldn't be done, mustn't be done.

i feel sorry... i did...

play safe. or no regret.

I'm not saying i support or totally disagree to the idea of abortion.

but yes, it gross and....

i personally think that it is not the right move,

but if it is the move, the move is it. lol.

see... i'm not supporting, but i'm not disagree-ing too. lol.

so... haha. i'm a busybody,

busybody signing off.

community made me a monster

Shopping and making fun

What a day!

ok, it was saturday.

Went to a book fair at the afternoon,

after the whole midnight staying up doing something stupid.

These day feel super tiring. especially every weekends.

never got to have enough sleep. 3-4 hours.

which kill me. i have to sleep like 10-12 hours everyday.

Bought a book for rm64 after discounting,

the uncensored sales strategies.

I bought it to expand my knowledge,

studies part of knowledge.

After shopping of books,

my mother, sis and i went to 1 Utama.

My mother said Jusco having sales

so i plan to get a new swimsuit,

and i got it at last too.

and some extra gadget for home exercise.

Before getting my swimsuit and those equiment,

my mother went to the lady department.

I have making fun out of myself.

and of course,

after making fun of myself,

i actually bought something (BRAz... braz... all are undergarments)

some photos to show.

was actually looking for some formal casual wear for myself.

ended up putting on all size and piece of shirt onto myself.

that's actually a skirt. LOL.

actually tot of taking it, but after trying it on,

NO THANKS~

I think i did better go back for long pants. lol.

look super funny, and my mother had a real good laugh at it.

Kinda love that white shirt though.

but, i have had enough white shirt.

WAKAKA! do i look good?!

i do, right?!

say 'yes', say 'yes'

LOL.

again, simply putting on.

didn't buy that.

it's not... my.. size...

i think its not.

but how come it look fit...? don't know.

Purple and big shirt.

i bought this.

its so comfortable, and BIG. LOL

like air in and air out. =P

i really did, i bought it.

Suit me right...??

NO...? i think i can go for longer length shirt.

I look "longer" on them. lol.

didn't buy that too.

just simply wearing it.

and my sis who took these picture,

laugh like no ones in the store,

sounded so embarassing.

everyone looks at us.

stare, stare, blink, blink.

wondering what we are doing there.

putting on shirt, taking off... in PUBLIC.

Please~ i'm wearing singlet inside, alright~?!

Kinda make me a monster shopping at these messy store

Research Methodology Presentation

Monday and Tuesday
Monday i have class for research methodology,
the second last class.
everyone surronding the lecturer and letting him check their individual assingment
which is the dissertation proposal...
I'm back at my seat...
thinking so hard for the topic... idea...

Tuesday, today is the big day.
the last lesson, and the group presentation.
Other groups are so worry and have been preparing for this 2 week...
but my group never even bother to discuss the topic. lol.
ended, i think we didn't really did a good job on the presentation.
but, what is done is done. =)
happy that finally i've clear one more assignment.
2 more to down!

Some pictures.

Ok, this is the foreign students group.

all of them are from overseas...

from left, sherry, the one sitting, rahman, ali, ahmad, and nabil.

ali....? or rahman...? i'm not sure. lol.

i cannot hear his presentation also.

this is the group who did carlsberg.
the first group. i don't know their names.
we have few 2-3 common subjects but they attend full timers class.


that's my group.
a critical service quality on rapidKL.
that's me, if u can see,
next to me is Kee Loon,
this photos i get it from him too.
and the other girl in the photo is Wai Mun,
and tell u something,
Wai Mun and Kee Loon is exactly like Dason and i.
They are neighbour too, but i think from the same neighbourhood.
while i enter this college,
the other classmate made me believe that they are couple,
but after i talked to Wai Mun,
i totally understand the situation. lol.

Sorry, Wai Mun, i blocked ur face.. LOL.
That't my group.
All guys, except Wai Mun and i.
and we are the two girls what go into a guy group.
which i found out, it's bad. why?! refer to the previous blog.

Kee Loon, Me, and Yee Keong.
I think Yee Keong is the better one in the group,
he wanted to do his part, and he is a finance student,
not a marketing student, and he did quite well... i think.

See, carlsberg... as i said... i don't know their names..

Nabil... he's a handsome and attractive guy...

big size... and talkative... but anyway,

i think he's the best presentor during the session.

And that's all for RS.

i still have 3 assignment include of this subject's individual assignment

plus Strategic Management, and International marketing's assignments.

This program made me a monster

Father's day BOMB

Today, 17th may,i wake up at 11 something.

Went for lunch near the market of seri kembangan.

After lunch, my mother and i decided to go Mines to have a look at the Nokia N95,

which my sister wanted to buy as a present for father's day.

yea, i'm expect to share it.

Yesterday my mother and i did some web info searching on user review,

and we call up my friend, the cellphone dealer, Yap

to ask about the price.

Actually we have few model in mind before we really come to the idea of N95,

because N95 is expensive,

and i really don't have that much of money to share and buy him one

such high tech and expensive phone.

We consider on Sony Ericsson G905, W705, N70, N80...

few more, but at last we still find that N95 have a lot of good review,

and the review are something like "the king of all phones"

WOW

that's all i can say.

my mother also remembered that my dad wanted that phone once,

when it newly lauch shortly after he got himself a N93i second hand.

So, we went Mines around 2pm,

and went to my friend's booth.

look around the choice of phones

such as sony ericsson G990...?not sure about that model,

but its a phone with touch screen, black, with keypad.

have a look at N85, N96, N95 with memory slot, N95 8GB, and E76...

at last, we bought that N95 8GB , black at a reasonable price.

it's an original set, RM1670.

card payment, with itech bluetooth handsfree, and cover pouch.

That is the box for the phone and the bluetooth handsfree.

That is the phone, and the one with blue light is the blue tooth handsfree..

The Phone, N95. and beside it is the legend T610.

I wonder will my dad like it.

I wrapped it seperately into 3 box.

One the bluetooth, the pouch, and the phone.

He unwrap the bluetooth at frist...

and he like, "wow, a bluetooth handsfree, so good of u all"

which is refering to my sister and i.

my bro don't want to share,

cause he don't have money,

and he feel like he's using my dad money to buy him a present.

then he open the pouch next....

"HAHA! what's this...." and he start wondering what might be the third box.

he tot it might be some fruad.

maybe inside is something cheap...

he tot we want to play him off...

and this time, he is totally in the dark,

he've no idea that we're going to buy him something like that.

cause my sister, my mother and i only like made up our mind yesterday midnight.

When he open up the third present!

once the wrapper is unwrap...

he got a shock! his eye just roll big and fall!

mouth open! shocking, and unbelievable kind of emotion and facial expression.

He's indeed suprised.

few week before this,

he's like regreting for trading in his N93i with a diamond HTC,

which is now used by me,

cause he don't like it.

and NOW, he's holding on his dream phone since its first lauch... LOL!

his impression is so great, and suprised...

that's so true about his impression,

i think he nearly cry,

because i think he never knew that his wife,

daughters will ever knows what he wanted for so long

and we really bought him ONE.

Anyway, I love you. We all love u, you are the heart and soul of the family,

and most importantly, happy father's day, a early wishes for you.

p.s, he is really happy with his phone, after the dinner (celebration for my mother's lunar's bufday), he actually played with the phone until he went bed, and can you imagine, my mother and i was so used to PDA, and touch screen, and so do him for using a PDA atom, all of us keep on mistakenly touching the screen of N95. LOL! the funniest part!

and my sister is the one cover the larger portion of the phone, which is rm1000, and i'm only paying.... rm300... LOL. =)

Books sales!!

Today, a tiring day

beside that also the day it... just incredible.

i manage to spend some of my time to show my life,

and yup! books i got during book sales!

i went to two book sales at the same location but different building

somewhere behind Jaya 33

which located opposite digital mall, nearby asia jaya.

there go some photos.

Okay, can u count how many clothes are there??

Don't ask me, i've no idea.

since 2 weeks/3 weeks ago

all my jacket, sweater is like start accumulating

sitting everywhere in my room.

when i'm ready to depart to college, outside,

i just grab.

usually i wear singlet. most of the time.

everyday, everytime. lol. thanks to the earthquake weather we have in Malaysia

and its definitely getting hotter and dryer

opposite my house have some on going conduction/turning into "rubbish dump site"

and it's so cheese.

*please note, when i say cheese, it means siht, fcuk, dman, etc, i mean it, i cursed!

Alright, and these are the books i got from the sales today.

THE BIG BAD WOLFS

My reading range is really diverse...

i've books like how to influence people/how to make friends,

DIM WIT Yup, yup, that is the nonsense...

My mother came across it

in it, recorded all those sentences/ words stated by famous ppl.

maybe i can have mr.gates, mr.obama in it, who knows

i haven't read it, obviously.

THE MURDERER HUNTER Ah! is the murderer handbook.

it teaches us how to kill and got away... =D

yes, yes, i'm kidding... it's some real case on capturing some crazed murderer.

Shopping while drunk, SPOOK, DOG SENSE woof woof, i'm dog.

of course i'm not dog... its book about dogs. train dog, keep dog, love dog.

THE WHISPERERS.... some historical non fiction-fiction story...

non fiction?? fiction?? i've no idea, until i read it

I've books for my studies too. I've marketing toolkit, ah, and diet for vegetarian,

and i've trying to be one, for ur info. cutting down on meat, n turn veges.

reason: we're asked to go green! LOL

I've COMPANY LAW, and also customer satisfaction.

WHAT?! don't understand why company law??

because... i just wanted to prepare myself for my further education. LOL

can't imagine, right? yea yea, me too.

but, yeap~ wish me luck =3

These 5 books is also from THE BIG BAD WOLFS sales

can't see...? me too. =(


THERE!! adjust ur head, k?
I've Greece, New Zealand, and Germany
wanna know why...? don't want? but i want to tell..
again, i'm preparing for my further living.
Lets see... can u imagine me studying/ working/ living oversea?
i can't see... not even a sight....
but i'm trying...
and i hope i'll, one day wake up, and i'm there...
somewhere where outside is all white.... white dot falling from the sky...
knock, knock, oh cheese, just a dream. =(

SAINT and A Cup of COMFORT Devotional...
What those...? haha. one is stories about religious,
another one is just Daily reminders of God's love and Grace.
and... hey, i'm no christian nor catholic..
i'm... taoism? buddism...?
nah, not important at all~ =P

This are the books that i got it i think 2 weeks ago, 3 weeks....
at the MPH warehouse sales...
Good Work, Globality, the tao war, people code, predators, mind mapping hand book,
the sexes, memorials, the god knows, map of the invisible world....
just me a call, leave a comment if u want to read any of these books...


Ah YUP, that's my drawer.... packed packed... and i've to look place to place these books.

A! almost forgotten about this... currently playing with it
when i'm... stuck...

that's it!

Done updating.

Yeah, i forgotten to talk about how incredible my day is..

around 11 something... or 12.... just now la... (now is 3.19am 17th may)

my group task coordinator msn me and tell me that another friend

WM and i suppose to cover few topic for our Research Methodology group Assignment

The intro, the background, the objective and the problem statement

for the topic RAPID KL using SERVQUAL model.

the presentation is on this coming tuesday.

nothing started.

the best thing is, there are 7 people in the group, 5-6 question which

include of intro, background, objectives, problem statment, model, comparison of model, conclusion and questionnaire from the model used.

I wondered why WM and i have to do like 4 qns...

and suddenly, after WM completed the intro and background part

she told me she need to do conclusion also.

of course, then i asked, something like how come.

"do you mean we r suppose to cover intro, background, objectives, problem statement and CONCLUSION"

"i need to do conclusion" "that's what Kee Loon told me, to check with you" "and you do intro, background, objectives, problem statement" WM answered.

I shocked. you just did my part for me... "WHAT?! do you mean u're doing conclusion, and i'm suppose to do intro, background, objectives, and problem statement?!"

"yup"

"I can't believe this" "What are the others doing then?" i asked.

"ya lor."

"2 is doing on SERVQUAL model" "Kee Loon is doing on SERVQUAL dimensions" " other one is only doing the questionnaire" "and we do the others, which are all about cover the researching!"

I replied.

See, can u see what an incredible day i have!

They just put me in deep siht!!

1 day, its sunday somemore... and like what, i'm suppose to do intro, background, objectives, and problem statement...?!

Oh GOSH!

why not u be me?!

u tot easy?! go F urself! seriously, please do!

and this is not a group assignment!

if i did all the 4 section, might as well i did all all by myself!

we never even had a proper discussion since the topic is decided!

oh F! do u mean i'm the one who gave the idea, therefore, i should be the one doing most of the idea part cause i'll know better?!

bullsiht!! i gave a idea because u guys Fking fon't voice during the previous discussion!

and u guys Fking said don't have comment/ no idea!

i really feel like killing someone!!

u guys do the easier part uh! SERVQUAL model, why we choose to use, the dimension of the SERVQUAL, why not i did all those "dead and dry section" and u guys Fking do on my part... Fking analyse the situational and the company!

WOW.. i really cursed alot more these days...

i just can't control... totally lost my temper...

and i know this is bad...

but they really did that... they did...

they want me to set my objective and problem statement,

hey, it's a group assignment,

we need cooperation to make sure we're a team and it end up a team project, team proposal...

i can't be doing objective without knowing what u guys want, problem statement without knowing what problems u guys want to put in....

how if ur part totally can't fix into my part?!

everyone got a "A" for our assignment by then....

god~!! help me

You made me a MONSTER

Setup on PDA

Wow, technology is advance now.
Super advance,
I jusr setup the mobile blogger thingy onto my PDA.
And I just posted a blog post onto my site.
Tat is interesting n fast.
Blogging will be easier now.
I can just blog anywhere as long as I got access to the net with my gadget. Lol. Fun!
See what i just did. another short post! WOW!

Mother's day celebration

Mother's day,
Family decided to go sheraton subang for hi tea.
Overall, the food isn't good.
It's hot,i asked for warm water,
The lady serves me hot water.
Yeeee...
Food, not tat good,
Desserts such as cakes are ok,
Other than that, oh my.
Poor quality.
The teh tarik is good.
And I think the coffee is good too.

Need to think, think and seriously think about it

The Decision

A decision to be make

appeared to involve many thoughts

make my left brain to think

make my right brain to think

there is still a decision to be make.

another 6 months,

i have to think about it,

to stay or give a try

might not get it,

how if i got it?

let the result make the decision,

few promise i made,

score an upper second class honour.

let the result make the decision,

if i score an upper second class honour,

i'm proceeding

promise to giving it a try,

land into a new land

start a new life

without my family,

without my friends.

Its so heavy,

i can't breath,

i really have to think about it.

Stay or Try