Wednesday, February 4, 2009

Preparation, Prayer and CNY!

Happy Chinese New Year!
Gong Xi Fa Cai

The week before CNY
Spring cleaning,
bit by bit....
sweep the 'ceiling',
water jetting the balcony,
prayer cleaning....
Every year the same..

CNY
29th of 2008...
before eve...
it was my dad's birthday,
we go makan at one of the serdang restaurant.
cost for around 250++
got shark fins, got steam fish, got herbal chicken,
got soft skin grab, got veges, got "errrrap errrrap". lol
what else? ah! Lao Shang!
nice dinner.
that was the first lao shang that we took.

30th of 2008 CNY eve
Some cleaning, and prayer.
Makan together....
got fish, got chicken, got duck........ got prawn...... got SOUP!
and can't remember anything special. XD
which mean, nothing special.

First day
my family and i makan vege only for this day,
no cookies, no junk, no pork, no chicken, no fish, no gas drink, no soft drink... lol.
only veges, soya ok lo....
water also ok....
my mother's colleagues came to visit.
they have to makan what we makan.
all indian! LOL.
I wonder how my mother be so close and good friend with all Indian..
Indian's lover... XD
Before they finish their food...
one of my uncle came...
he is a christian...
and he did something terrible to his parent who passed away...
once he convert.. he actually throw all the prayer staff, including his parent...
he never pray for them since then....
not going graveyard.... etc...
but... not my business...
I believe there is god...
but my value are different.
i believe all. I don't care who u are, the real god, or guan yin, allah, elephant.
Just tell me, do i have a soul?
If i do have like all religion teaches....
then tell me, when i'm dead, Where is my soul? where is it going?
how it leave my boby? how i enter into a new body?
If none can answer, i'll remain my value...
I know u're there just to guide...
therefore i can choose to follow or not listen at all...
i believe that what i get is what i'd done.
I believe in KARMA. but only it happen in this life.
I believe i was born to repay something....
for some reason, i'm born here, and the people around me appear around me....
But since none of the religion can tell me and where my soul is heading to after death....
So, don't be too serious.... if u over did something.....
like talking bad about other religion to make yours superior....
did it with others... don't do on me.... useless... LOL
I prefer searching by my own... throught books....

of course, my uncle did not try to convict us also la...
i think he's scare of my dad....
cause my dad was once a christian, and almost convert into one. family problem...

At night, my gramma's god daughter and old neighbour came to visit.
they chat alot....
elder son is in Umobile...
daughter is in hotel...
3rd daughter is in secondary,
and the youngest, not sure.

2nd and 3rd day.........
next post la....
busy la~ =)


1 comment:

chocz-dreamland said...

waaa.... long post...
ur display pic...
miss elaine so much orhz?