The day my ginger went to the vet

On the 17 of may,
it was a saturday.
i woke around 10am.
My malaysia studies class finished the week before 17th.
Finally i have time to bring along my dog to the vet.

Ginger is my beloved dog.
I loaded her into my car back seat,
i start driving,
i went to my mother office to pick her up.
She complaint of my dog.
She said ginger is smelly....
and it's naughty.
my mother wonder how i manage to tahan ginger during the whole journey...
ginger's saliva goes all over the car....
my shoulder too....

After picking up my mother,
we went to Puchong where my dad were waiting for us.
It is a pet shop + vet medication center.
I saw some cute dog at that clinic.
I even shown my parent,
of the kind of dog i wanted in the future.
They don't like my kind of dog... =(
Ginger will be my last pet...
after i've start working,
i'll buy myself the kind of dog i wanted...
and of course, it'll sleep beside of me,
this time, i'll not let it to stay outside anymore....
i don't likes dog staying outside of the house... =P

my parent don't seem to be banning me from my idea... =)
it was a tiring day to bring along my dog to the vet....
on the way back home....
ginger was alone in my car with me....
i was driving,
she crawl very hard to get herself to where my handbreak is...
she stay there quietly...
and disturded me from my driving....
i can't feel my air cond blowing,
she is wearing a con case on her head,
and her head is just in front of the air cond.
the worst part is i can't even control my gear....

On that day,
my father's car spoiled....
almost catch on fire on the wheel....
but luckily, nothing happened at last...
because we all stop when i can't control my gear,
and stop before the wheel is on fire..
tiring day....

Picture ready to tell story =)

Ola!
This very morning,
i'm here with photos.
Photos taken by the expensive camera i brought.
Some photos of what kind of stuff that made me broke. :)



This is a photo of a leave,
taken by my camera,
Nikon D40x,
cost me rm2400.
* i think it's much more cheaper now,
i bought it last year.

This is a book i read.
I... love this story.
It's about a german gal (actually a Nazi,

but adopted by a German family),
she loves books, she loves to read.
She steal to read.




Okay, here is one of my gadjet.
A MP4 player.
It was the 2nd player,
the first was red colour,
but then it spoiled within 1 week.
Take few weeks to repair,
therefore, change a new one (green one =])






The previous photo is the MP4 player
with my earplug,
this one is just the MP4 player.
It's with a touch pad.
I paid rm180 for it,
with a upgrade of memory card, to 2GB.






This is how it looks when u touch on the pad.
i bought it abit expensive,
bought it before PC fair,
during PC fair (KLCC),
notice i can buy a better MP4 with rm180.
='( (chinese said, cry also no tears)




Okay, i've just talk about my MP4,
n my camera quality.
Here comes my camera.


Haha! Yes, it's it!
Nikon D40x,
not a compact camera,
but a DSLR (digital single len reflex)
10.2 megapixel with
18-55mm f/3.5-5.6G ED II AF-S DX Zoom-Nikkor Lens
(don't get it? it's equally to 3x optical zoom)





Alot of function, I learnt about it before i used,
I almost studied the whole user manual.
I think i finished it,
i found photographing very interesting.
i love taking photos since i'm young,
I think it's cool to hold DSLR camera,
like my dad did when i was young.




Ai, don't misunderstand,
i'm not only like it like just what i said.
I went to NST's photographing workshop when i was around 13-14.
I went alone. Not that much fun, because i'm not a sociable person,
but then, i learnt alot during that week.
I also won in that workshop competition.
Let me illutrate what i took.
"A tree without leaves, with some shape behind it"
Winning that competition gained me a chance.
That "masterpiece of mine" is display at the art muzium of KL,
for 2 weeks, if i'm not mistaken. ^^
They have a pameran there,
it's ......... happy to have that kind of experience.
Atleast i made my parent feel proud.
it's like, "oh... my daughter do have something good at."



Ok, this is my new cam cord.
This cam recorder is the gadjet
that really made me broke.
Eventually, i've $$ for me to spend for months.
but i saw this thingy useful in PC fair,
Useful n worth buying.
Therefore i bought it.
This camcor, cost me rm700+? (if i'm not wrong)



I paid back all my debt to my dad,
I worked, i earned n i paid,
after i settle my nikon D40x's debt,
i added another debt for myself.
Which is this, another rm700 to pay back.
Luckily, there is no interest charge for these debts.
I'll have to work even harder to pay back
whatever as soon as possible.



This is it! ^^v
As u can read,
i'm working hard again.
1 thing i'm glad of was,
i managed to pay them by myself.
sedikit, sedikit, lama-lama, jadi BUKIT! hehe
If i never spent,
my saving will go like that too,
sedikit,sedikit, lama-lama, jadi bukit. haha. ><"

Anyway, i'm still not regret for what i've spent.
i still need something,
which cost me also around another rm500+,
which is a instant photo printing machine.
It's a printer, but a small one,
it can instantly print a photo after receiving command for ur camera.
of course, ur camera have to attach USB with that machine.
In 5 minutes time, it's out.
It's easy to print photo,
let said i wanna print a photo for a friend,
it will only took me few minutes to print n give it.
easy n "convenience" right?
sending ur memory card to the burning photos shop took me 1 day.
BUT, if i said i wanted to buy it now,
i'll a dead meat.
my mama doesn't allow me.
not now, perhaps, end of this year or next year,
when she don't remember how much i'd spent on IT gadjet. ^^
I'm a good gal, a good daughter. XD













Final shot, That's me!
I'm holding my camcorder with left hand,
and nikon D40x with my right hand to snap this photo. Pandainya aku, kan?

After my mid term

So, i'm here again to update something.
i still not have the time to snap photos of my new cam recoder.
i'll surely do it when i'm really free. =)

Beside, i bought 2 new watches with real nice price. XD (yeah, i did it again, wasting)
i can't control myself,
i'm currently working in Mines Shopping Center.
That's why i can't control it.

Last tuesday, i sat for my mid term exam.
Only one day, because there is only one subject.
Fast, n kinda easy.
Whatever my lecturer taught came out.
I'm on mid term break now.
Not long, only for one week.
Everyday seems to be my break,
because i only have one day class.

Today i went to my LAN subject lectures.
WOW! saw that handsome!
Tiba-tiba feel fresh in the class. =P
unfortunately, he's a malay guy, (super troper handsome *weeeeeeweeee*)
therefore, haha, i'll not be interested at all.
He's cool, wild hair style, talk, slim, *haha
his voices.......... ^^ (gotta stop those nonsense)
back to my class,
the lecturer is Ms.Aiedah,
she's good,
she came in class sharp 9am,
start the class sharp 10 minutes after the short break,
and ends her class sharp 11am!
She's cute too. (the other detail, imagine by urself)

After class, i went to my mum's office,
and i blog this.
since i got nothing to do in her office,
then, i'll show her how fast i can type by using a stranger's keyboard.
She said we can only type fast by using one keyboard that we familiar with,
proven! wakaka, i can use any keyboard to type as fast as i usually did. *scarrrrry*

I'll try to snap few photos of my new watches, and my collection of watches n post here.
ahhh, and also my camera and cam recorder. =]

I'm working very hard now,
earn back those $$ i spent.
whatever i spent on those watches, bags, camera etc.
hehe. The chinese guandian once asked,
"why u need so much of $$ when u're still so small (young)?"
XD This is why! i spend alot, spend more than earn!
if my parent are suppose to sponsor me all these stuff,
they're going to declare backruptcy soooooooon!!!!! =3

Going home, bubbye!!

April* whatsup!

I noticed days actually run faster than me,
i can never overtake it, or make sure that i spend them wisely n properly.
I'm lazy of doing things,
college reopen after a month of semester break.
I am happy about it, because finally i've something to do.
Not to be that bored.
Whole week only 1 day class,
i wonder whether i mentioned it of not on my previous post.
I think i did lo. LOL.
Don't mind ya, i just feeling lazy to backspace those that i've typed.

In April, start with april fool, which is 1st of April.
Few years ago, there was a singer that commited suicide on the same date.
I wonder do people actually remembered him?
I heard some of his songs today,
i found those songs, normal, nothing special.
Perhaps it might be disrespectful to claim that after his death,
atleast, respect his last record.
I think if the radio did not play his songs,
i don't even recall his death.
He is quite a handsome guy,
but a gay. = wasted. LOL
On that day, i did not fool anyone.
I can't even feel that season's fever.
None of my friend fooled me too.
Then i recalled of those days when i'm still in the secondary school.
All kind of nonsense during school days on april fool.
But now, none.
=D Proven that i actually grown.
I feel fooling around is a bit childish.
Maybe i felt that way because no victims. hahax.
On that night, i went out to have some drink with few friends.
We went McDonald, we chatted.
Nothing special,
but 2 of them actually wondering would this meeting up was a trap of april fool.
Eventually, it was not. I've never thought of it.

Yesterday i attended a gathering nearby my place.
A BBQ gathering for everyone to meet up for some chat,
since it was long time ago for our last meeting up.
It was quite fun.
No BBQ for next gathering.
I personally don't like BBQ, although i made good and cooked food. =P
Don't like the heat of barbecuing the chicken and sausages. =(
Bad for my skin.
On that night, we planned to go Genting highland.
Can't pick the best date for everyone, therefore some can't go,
and some finally make it for this trip.
We set it on the 19 of april.
2 days 1 night.
I'm looking forward to that trip.
I never went genting highland before. LOL
aha, don't mistaken, i haven't finish my sentence.
i mean never went to Genting with this gang of friend.
I did not take any photo during that gathering.
I think it's better to keep the habit of snapping photo during all events.
I might need them for blogging, agree? kekez.
There is suppose to be a camp fire and a district PLTC on the 19 of april.
But both postponed and cancelled.
That day is my elder bro bro's bufday.
I think it's okay for me to miss his celebration,
1stly, he won't mind,
2ndly, my mum didn't appeared to be forbiding me from going that genting trip. =)
I'll surely remember to send his a bufday greeting through SMS. ^^

So, look forward to my next posting on Genting trip,
it'll be interesting, i think.
ah, besides that, i starts my part-time job again on tomorrow. =
However, i still think it's better to work rather than sitting at home. Ciao!

我快要闷死了

我快要闷死了
Can't understand?
It means i'm almost dying because of "boredness".
Is there such word? who cares.

Do u believe this? u'll never believe this.
i have only one class in one week.

哎呀，我不行啦。
我说我哦，真是烂。
有课又吵，没课时又吵。
我每个星期才有哪么一天课
真是希望能有多一点课

突然手提响了
我也慌了慌
能说什么呢?
有位朋友的母亲过世了
我其实知道也没什么用
我也帮不了什么忙
希望那朋友能撑过去咯

嗨哟!我不打了
没mood.

i felt sympathy to him and his family on the lost of his mother.

stomache during my professional developement final exam

aArrrrRGGGGGG!!!
I can't believe this!!
today, 2nd of feb,
ah... i recall suddenly....
it's Chai Voon's birthday!
Happy Birthday!

guess what.....
the night before, i ate a MCchicken Deluxe.
and oh shit, shouldn't have ate it.
today morning, 2 half boiled egg, bread with butter.

I visited the toilet to clear my stomach,
to make sure that i'll not want to visit the toilet during exam time.
However, unexpected happened.
my 1st exprience of visiting the loo for so so so many times during exam... =(

i'd a stomache.
i rushed to the loo when i can't stay the pain,
i tot those shit will come out.
BUT!!!
aarrRRGGG!!
it did not!
and the problem is,
once i reach the toilet, it don't come out,
and once i enter back into the exam hall,
i feel like visiting to the toilet again.

therefore, i ended up entering the toilet for 2-3 times,
without finishing my business.
and the worst part,
i don't have enough time for my exam!! aaarrrRRGGGG!!!

the pain and ache still there after my exam.
i went home straight away,
of course, by public transport!
and u guess what?!

ei, i didn't shit everywhere la.
i don't shit anywhere. =P

the train reached salak selatan ktm station and ROSAK!!
ROSAK!!!
I'm so so so unlucky.
i feel really terrible during that time.
i'm tired, i'm sleepy, my stomach is pain.
oh shit!
and that incident wasted my precious 30 minutes extra to reach Serdang KTM.
the station is crowd.
i saw Desmond once i came out from the station.
my brother waited me for 30 minutes too.
so, quickly, i went to the field, and together we went home.

cleaned the guardians's table.
fall asleep after cleaning it around 4.45pm to 6.30pm,
if i'm not mistaken.
dad came home early today. quite suprise.
he's very busy with his job nowadays.
and he's tired, i can see it.

went to dinner.
something happened too.
suppose to wash tea glass and pour tea.
2 glass stuck together, therefore i pandai pandai,
tyring to knock knock abit see whether they seperate from each other or not.
outcome is.... the outter layout glass PECAH!!!
OH MY LORD!!
what the hell am i doing? what kind of shitty luck?!!

that's all for today.......
i'm tired. speechless for today's incident too.

negatively, this is just gotta be my 1st unlucky day for the year 2008,
positively (optimis?), this is just gotta be the last unlucky day for the lunar year 2007. ='{

few fact

few fact:-

the most grateful and unforgetable truth,
[my gramma love me alot. the day she died, she gave me all her money.
when i received those money (not much, but means a lot to a 11 year old gal)
i don't know that she's leaving, i don't know those are what ever she left in this earth.
i spent them. simply spent. can't even remember what i bought with them.
i'm grateful that she love me the most. on my 20th, i reliesed this truth when i told my mom
about receiving money from gramma.]

the 2 most unforgivable and unforgetable fact,
i feel regret for it(s). i'll never forgive myself and will never forget it.
[on the day my gramma passed away when i'm 11 years old.
i said she has aids. she denied. but i insisted. she passed away because of heart attack.
i'm 11 that year, but yet, i still can't differentiate aids and heart attack.
i'm sorry because i said she has aids. and she proved me wrong by letting me exprience
what is aids and what is heart attack. she died because of heart attack. she's sick that evening.
i seem her feel sick. she saw me, she asked me not to tell my mom. i obey. i should have told my mom afterall. perhaps if i did, she'll not died. that evening, she gave me money. i tot she was just like normal days, giving me money. i'm wrong. it was the last time she give me money. she died that night. i'm the first one to notice her body lying on the floor. i'm so bad. i'm not beside her when she died. u can never guess what i'm doing. it's 1998, commanwel games. i watched tv. i noticed her body because i went to tell her that we going dinner. and i found her lying on the floor. ............................................... what else can i said? she was dead. died because of heart attack. ........................................................... i'm sorry............. i can never forget this.......... never.........]

[2005, an accident. i created few scars on someone's face. ............................... if i'm not selfish, i shouldn't have grab this someone. these scars, forever on this someone's face. i wonder, can these scars be gone? but in my memory...... the scene i grabed this someone..... can never be erase. same like my gramma's incident. the bike is overload and speeding over a bump. i fell.... but i grabed.... 2 fell together.... i..... am not as injured as the other one. this someone's spect...... i can't describe it. as long as i know, the spect caused injure, that made the scar. and...... somehow.... there are other scars..... i created.... because i grabed this someone........ i'm sorry.... nonetheless.... apologize can't erase these scars too. a scar is a mark of mistake done. sometimes, when u did a mistake, the mark did not reflect on u, but on someone else. this feeling is even worse than having the marking on urself.]

2 important person which i can never forget because i created scars on them:-
[my gramma, that girl i grabed when i fell]

2 must do:-
[taking good care of my parent, never let them leaving me without me besides them, they must not leave alone, or be alone]
[do whatever i can for this girl. no matter where, and when. no 'no' for this girl. always 'yes' no matter what she asked]

2 qns:-
i think my boss will sure wonder why i always take leave because my mom need me to fetch her around, i think my boss will never understand why i'll never say no to my mom.
it's because:-
[a promise, i'll never leave her alone or my dad alone when they needed me. no matter when, where, how, i'll also spare my time for them, they are my no.one, althought my mom said, when i start work, i'll act differently, but i think she don't know why i'm acting this way, she don't know the 'gramma incident' story behind all my action. she'll be suprise, because I'LL MAKE SURE THAT THEY ARE NOT ALONE EVEN IF U WANTED TO SPARE MY CAREER OR WHATEVER AS THE COST, I'M WILLING TO]
i think everyone always wonder why i treat her good, but not to others.
it's because:-
[a promise, i'll do whatever for her.]

2 great teaching:-
[i'll never let my close and dear one to be alone, never simply talk about sickness of someone close and dear if i don't know the truth. if i don't understand or can't differentiate these thing, i must not simply talked about it to my close ones and dear ones.]
[never put someone into dangerous except for myself. make no mistake that may create scars on others. do not let ur cost of mistake reflect on others, especially someone u care of]

6 months later,
i'll be 20th. leaving my teenage.
i'll still never forget this 2 incident.
one happened when i'm 11 and the other when i'm 17.
i hope these incidents tied onto me forever,
so that i'll never forget of my promises to myself,
and live with these young age regrets.
regrets that i made which create suffer on myself and someone else.